My love for you

I know I love you
but then why do I cry,
tell myself that it's not worth it,
and give up trying?

You tell me that you love me.
and write it to me everyday,
But it's just not the same
when I can't hear your voice.

The love I had for you is fading,
but it will never be forgotten.
For you were my first love,
and the only one I opened up to.

Wishing things could be different
is what I dream about constantly,
though it will never come true,
I'll try anything once just for you.

I guess this is goodbye,
but just for now I promise,
you said you want to spend forever with me by your side,
I know one day it will come true...for I'm wishing on a star for you.