So here i sit

So here I sit
Left behind,
Ive lost my thoughts
And abandoned my mind.

I sit here and think
The tears pour out,
Like black flowing ink

Its getting harder to see,
And harder to feel
Looking for someones heart for me to steal.

I'm pulling my hair
And gritting my teeth,
I'm beginning to feel sort of weak.

My eyes are soar
My wrists are slit,
I'm just so sick of dealing with shit.

My heart is broken
My life has come to a halt,
It makes me cry harder knowing this is all my fault