What Do You Do

What do you do when your whole world feels wrong?
When you feel that your life isn’t worth living on?
What do you do when you feel you’re no longer in control?
When every place you turn seems to be the wrong road?
What do you do when you feel every part of you is giving up?
When you wake up every morning not giving a ****?
What do you do when your heart feels old?
When it slows its pumping, its thumping ~ when you give up
on your soul?
What do you do when you aim to take your anger out on
someone else’s life?
When you love to see the hurt that lies in their very own eyes?
What do you do when your every night turns into
constant cries?
When you feel that some days you’d be better off to just die?
What do you do when you dread to live?
When you wake up every morning wondering how it is
you could be killed?
What do you do when you feel there’s no reason to survive?

I get on my knees and I talk to God
I ask for his forgiveness, his strength
And I thank him for being alive