You

Intoxicate my mind
Don’t try to elate me
Nothing you do
Will ever save me

Demoralise me
Treat me like a joke
It doesn’t matter what you say
Inside of me I’m broke

You are all taint
From the lies people tell
You’ll never really understand
That you put my life through hell

I have a doleful expression
From all the shit that I’ve been through
It might not be as bad as many people
But I still wish that you knew

One plangent voice inside my head
Is telling me to give in
While the other is telling me to start over
But I don’t know where to begin

All the people who are around
Don’t get use to my existence
For the gun I’m holding in my hand
Has no source of resistance