Letting You go

From the day i saw you,
so many months ago.
I felt something so true,
but now i fear of letting whatever it is go.

The fear has settled in,
as my heart becomes more torn.
I can never, ever win,
my confidence is worn.

People speak badly of you,
but i could care less.
If only you knew,
how you make me a mess.

A mess of uncertainty,
of pain, love, amd guilt.
You leave all this misery,
which i have helped you build.

You tell me you love her,
but you have a thing for me.
maybe you won't be together forever,
or maybe I'm just blinded my something i already see.

i come home day after day,
i can't stop thinking of you.
and why my life ends up this way,
and wondering why it has to be true.

Every night, when i am home alone,
i drain my eyes of its tears.
Can my broken heart be sewn?
Can you take away my fears?

Although i hardly know you,
you make me feel like i never have before.
I think more, the less i see you,
I think, how could i ever be sure?

But you do not recognize,
the emptiness in my eyes.
for you to look, i strongly advise,
and ignore my long, dreadful sighs.

I only sigh because you don't know,
how deep this feeling is.
How far I'm willing to go,
further than a simple kiss.

But i don't mind taking it slow,
holding hands and hugging.
We'll just go with the flow,
and ignore the others judging.

Because from the first day i saw you,
So many months ago.
i thought something was true,
but now i know....

I could NEVER fear.. of letting you go.