My Tears For Him

by Jessica   Dec 26, 2005


I sit here glassy eyed,
silent tears stream on down.
My heart i cannot seem to find,
as my tears reach the ground.
And now, I finally blink,
but my eyes refill once more.
i feel my heart still sink,
past my stomach, feet, and floor.
No words can explain,
how i and others must feel.
The feeling of agonizing pain,
and thoughts we wished weren't real.
We want to believe that it was all bull,
that in reality he was still okay.
Deep inside and to the full,
our soul let us know we lost him today.
We WANT to believe so much,
that it wasn't Adam, he couldn't have past away.
I just seen him last week and i felt his touch,
it's hard to believe and even harder to say.
My spirits now... so dismayed,
I'm not the only one who feels this way.
And the ice on the road was JUST made,
but he when sixty-five on it anyway.
You were like a brother to me,
you were my teacher and friend as well.
Our friendship was so fun and free,
but now I'm giving you my farewell.
You inspired me to let go,
and to move with the beat of life.
That powerful sensation will forever grow,
as i try more to come through, and less to strife.
You were lit by God like a candle,
And with one blow of reality,it was deceased.
It was way more than what we could handle,
and it's what we expected the least.
But it is now a fact that you have been reunited with Him,
we now know, it is not for us to hide.
Oh our dear Adam, God has now taken you in.
And one day..You, Myself and Others
in heaven..
will one day...
coincide.

For Adam VanZuiden
'81-'05

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