Not a dad

Your supposed to be a father
your supposed to raise your kid
your supposed to take care of me
but instead you ran and hid

Scared of not knowing
Scared of never being free
Scared of raising me wrong
Scared of a baby?

Thought id never love you
Thought you should just leave
Thought id just forget that
I have no daddy?

When all my friends are bragging
about there daddy's job
all that i can say is..
Mines a stupid slob.

I feel like you don't love me
And i know its true
I'm gonna be 18 next month
and i haven't seen u since i was 2.