Cutting to death

My 15th birthday has just passed
With all my friends and family i had a blast
I got to hang out and be myself
Just me none else
I started my freshman year at Senior High
My 8th grade year went buy so fast and i never thought why
I met new people and made some new friends
Before I new it my Freshman year was at the end
The summer came and i met a boy
Were he made my life have a little more joy
We were together threw my sophomore year
Until i got the call that brought more than just a tear
He had left me and i had no idea why
All i did was sit in my room and cry
My mom left for work
As i headed down to the store
Were i bought some stuff and took it from the clerk
I got home were i thought a little more
As i opened the bag and pulled out a razor and pills
As i wondered how to do this they both kill
I took the razor as i begin to cut so deep
As the blood feel to my feet
I got woozy as i hit the floor
At the time my mother opened up the bathroom door
Were she saw me lie with blood all around me
As she looked up and seen " Am I free "
She picked up the note
As she noticed this is something i had wrote
She dialed 911 and she dropped to her seat
She was loosing her bay girl to a boy she never did meet
The Paramedics came and took her away
He mom waited until 2 am the next day
When the doctor came out and said
I'm sorry miss but your daughter is dead
Her eyes filled with tears and she turned away
Today was her daughters 16th birthday