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by CHAOTIC   Jun 15, 2005


Did you ever think about my feelings
The way I thought about you?
Did I ever make you cry
From the things I'd say and do?

Did you ever fall in love
And get your heart shredded to pieces?
If you have, did they apologize
For using you just for your hugs and kisses?

Have you ever put up a struggle
In a fight you know you can't win?
But it's just so hard to give up
Even when you go through so much pain

Have you ever forgiven someone unconditionally
For all the sadness they put you through?
All the cheating and every single lie
Like the one where they said, "I love you too"

Has your heart ever felt as if it stopped beating
Because of the many tears that have been shed?
Has your mind ever felt as if it would explode
From too many thoughts that clutter your head?

Have you ever seen someone you care deeply about
With someone you think they don't deserve?
It hurts knowing you can't change their mind
All you can do is wait patiently and observe

Did you ever lose someone really important
One who was a huge part of your life?
Being so close yet at the same time, so far away
And feeling your heart being stabbed by their knife?

Have you ever had to wait the longest time
For someone to mean every word they say?
Have you ever gotten caught up in the past
Still not being able to make it all go away?

Did you ever regret everything you've felt
Knowing that they don't feel the same?
Has your soul ever felt totally incomplete
Faded away from all these silly games?

I wish I knew your answers to my questions
Your words would fill the spaces in my heart
But why should there be this much confusion
When I know I've been in love with you from the very start?

©® May 2005
Ciermae B.

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