A Way On My Own...

And so I return to the eternal darkness of my mind.
You said you loved me and that my beauty made you blind.
I'm in pain and shock of what has become of me.
My feelings for you have blinded me beyond belief.
I lay here now on the floor just as you left me be,
I feel as these tears of solitude roll down my cheeks.
How I wish sometimes I had never met you.
How I wish we had never talked.
I wish I had never fallen in love in you,
Why must I feel this way?
I wish I could make this go away.
To have just one more happy day.
But in my mind I know I cant.
This pain wont fade...

I loved you but you couldn’t love me back.
You rather have turned both our hearts pure black.
You had some other person on your mind.
Your feelings for her you oh so did try to hide.
You never stopped to think how you could hurt me.
You shoved me aside like some afterthought and went about your day.
You never stopped to consider my pain.
You just turned around and walked away...

I just want your face to stop haunting my ounce pleasant dreams,
Nightmares now have consumed my mind, I now wake up to the sound of my screams.
For you brought me pain,
You brought me suffering,
You took my heart and raped my soul,
Consumed them in like a big black hole.
You took everything I had,
.I only wish you would leave me alone,
But you wont, your presence still lingers here,
In my head my deepest fear.
I wish I had never met you,
And all the small ridicules things you do.
I told you this and shoved me aside,
Like a piece of trash
Like I was nothing but a feeling you had subsided
Please just leave me alone and,
Some how I will find A WAY ON MY OWN...