Reflection of a Murderer

In my world of darkness,
and immense fear,
you voice is the sound,
I long to hear.

You left me alone,
to fend for myself,
I tried to move on,
but there's no one else.

My life was happy,
everything was bright,
until Death consumed you,
my only light.

The ghost of you haunts me,
eats my sanity away,
oh how I wish to touch you,
so many things I need to say.

I ache for you,
the tenderness of your touch,
I can't believe you're gone,
I miss you so much.

I go to the mirror,
holding a gun,
gazing at my reflection,
I scream, "What have you done?!"

Now i'm staring down the barrel,
of a loaded gun,
I have to end my life,
my heart weighs a ton.

A few shameful tears,
escape my eyes,
I pull the trigger,
as I whisper, "goodbye."