Cut My Throat

Cut my throat, Slit my wrists
make it hurt show me I exsist

For I feel lost, Lost in the darkest hole
My rapid descent
My endless struggle
My loss of control

Who have I become, Who am I now
A replusive figure of society, deadly and foul

Leave me at peace, For I was meant to be alone
An isolated maggot, Rotten to the bone

For I am nothing, That's all I'll ever be
A hypocrite, a liar, The waste of humanity