My lonely suicide

Cant take all the pain
wanna get away
have to get away
to find a better day

depression always follows me
everywhere i go
cant seem to find a reason
Why it wont ever go

Depression makes me happy
in a way it\'s kind of weird
Cos every time i need someone
their almost always never here

people always talking
again and again
always seem to say
that they don\'t me dead

but i know what their thinking
their thought they cant hide
they all did this to me
made me do this, my lonely suicide