Time draws down

As the end of grade 9, comes to an end, I look around at all the smiling faces. I may be smiling, but on the inside I'm crying, for one year has gone, only to have 2 years left. Please, I can't help it when my wall around my heart grows higher. I just can't think of a life without you, but the thought of leaving you is like taking a knife and driving it it right through my heart, for when I leave, I'm sure I will have no heart, only because I left it back there with you, where I stayed for so many years, but now as time draws down, and when the clock hits zero, we have no time left, we only will have the memories, one's I will cherish until I die, I guess what I am trying to say best friend, is there is no life if you aren't by my side, to guide me. And it scares me that I won't have you by my side forever, because in my dreams that's what it was forever, but it seems as though dreams can change....into nightmares.