Falling alone

So alone in this world
left and right things are wrong
i do things thinking that they would make it better
but they were all the wrong things
more people hate me
harassing me every day
doing things to me and saying things to me
hurt me so bad inside
but i didn't show it on the outside
i listened to him and believed what he told me
it felt so right
to be with him makes me feel happy
and being with him makes it feel like nothing else matters because he likes me enough to not care about who else likes me
girls threatening to kill me
head spinning
don't know what to do
i feel like running away from it all
i am falling alone
i have two people in my life who care but all of a sudden it seems like they don't
i listen to our songs over and over and just think of what i lost
but then i think of what i gained and that gain makes me feel so right
i don't know what to feel
i feel cold and sad and miserable but then i see him and my feelings change when i see him i am happy of what i did
i don't know what to feel or what o think i am all alone
i am falling alone