Its all lies:no one really cares

I'm ugly and fat
and I'm not worth a dime
i hate who i am and what I've become
as no one sees that empty chime

i craz myself and kill my heart
i will never love as i am dead
i don't care anymore
as i lye in that bed

they say I'm pretty
and i can get who i want
they say that I'm worth it
but i know I'm not

i shed a thousand tears
cause i don't know who i am
I'm not happy with myself
and i really don't give a damn

they will probably get mad
they have in the past
they say I'm worth a thousand minds
but i know that wont last

their my friends their supposed to say that
i know what their thinking inside
omg she is so ugly why do we like her
I've read it before

i don't know what to think anymore
and I'm not relying on my friends
they don't even like who i am
they just are there to met ends

i don't trust anyone
and i know they don't trust me
who would blame them
cause no one will see

i cut open my skin
to prove to myself
i hate who i am
and who i forever will be