Alone and Numb

Alone and numb
Feelings present inside
Cant keep them hidden much longer
beginning to show
I tried to hide them so that no one would know
Tears of anger down my face
Turn to sobs at a fast pace
hysteria takes over
cant breathe
Alone-
Where will i be without you?
Empty-
Without you, thats me
Numb-
Thats where I will be when all is said and done
Dammit-
Dammit-
Dammit-
stay inside
Everything needs to hide
I was once so strong
Im weak
How could you want to be with me?
Where is my wall
Its fallen and stepped on
Crushed and Demolished
The "happy" place
find it
Rock-
back and forth
back and forth
They'll never understand
youll never understand
Ill just stay in my place
all alone
Ill just feel this way
so empty
Ill pretend its all fake
be numb
Just cant wait until it is all said and done...