I have no will
Don't have the power
So here I am popping another pill
Funny thing it is
This bottle use to be full
Now I find it near empty
It may not sound right
But I pop pill after pill
So I may sleep at night
Without this i can not sleep
When I do, I cannot stop thinking of you
Haunted in my dreams
Haunted of the good and bad times
I am over you as it seems
I erased you from my phone
And tore up your pictures
I write poems
Try to get feelings off of my chest
With a hope to move on
So at night I may rest
From what it seems I am over you
But face it, I am not
So I take up drinking
One drink, two, three, four
And there I am
Up at the bar asking for more
Why must I drink
So I do not think
Think of certain situations
Maybe of past relations
Drinking myself stupid
Its like I am waiting to die
Almost drinking to a coma
Because as I said before
Grown men aren't supposed to cry
Whatever will work
For I am trying to get over you
What was I to do
You just left me
What was I to you
I think I was a stupid little boy
Just trying to keep you happy
But in the end, I realized
I was just a toy
Maybe I was a mouse
Supposed to run through your maze
Doing this for your amusement
So you can laugh on those oh so difficult days
Maybe I should rip out my eyes
And rip off my ears
Only then I would not fall for your lies
And I wouldn't have any fears
You would be able to do whatever you want to
You can cheat on me
And you can steal from me
Basically everything you have been doing so far
But this time I can not catch you
