Tired Of This Disguise

Once a girl used to be happy
nobody suspected the worse
suddenly she started to feel crappy
as if someone put her under a horrible curse

she barely smiles anymore
she's tired of all the lies
as more tears drip to the floor
she's tired of putting on the same old disguise

when she's around her friends
she seems happy and carefree
waiting for the acting to reach its ends
her life slowly turning to rotten debris

when she's alone in her room
all she ever does is cry
when she's in her private womb
she can't help but wonder why

why she's still going on
why she even tries
why she just isnt gone
why doesn't she finally die?

she's tired of pretending
everyday feeling the same
why isn't her life ending
when can she finally stop playing this child's game?

but still she's living her so called life
regretting every breath of it
she goes home everyday to the knife
making just another slit.

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