Watching you from afar and I never felt so much pain
I wanted so horribly to tell you but I was afraid
I longed for you to know that I loved you with all I had
Sometimes I'd just cry myself to sleep knowing I never would
Seeing you in the hallways and flirting with me casually
I didn't know if it was just fun or tiny hints
A smile from you kept me hoping maybe it was
But then I'd see you flirt with another girl and I'd drop
So the whole school year I kept it secret
And maybe if you're reading this somehow
You can know it wasn't just love at first sight
It was forever in that one moment I looked at you
I have no way of contacting you to let you know how I feel
But I need so much to see you one last time
And even if it's for but a minute
I can talk fast enough to explain everything to you
You're worth every smile I've given
And every tear I've shed
You're what's keeping my heart going
Just because I loved you
But I can't keep the secret any longer
I've been keeping it already for a year
I need at least one moment again
So I can get out to you every last detail
I have never ever loved someone
The way I love you
I never before have looked at someone
With the same look I give you
My eyes may cry now, but one last moment with you
Will cure all I've ever felt
But if you don't love me like I do you
My heart couldn't stand so much weight
So now I live for the hope that I'll see you again
And sometimes even the dread
Because you may be worth every smile
But I won't cry another tear if it means you don't love me
