How can you say I wanted this?

I don't understand you.
How can you say,
I wanted this?
How can you say
that?

I didn't want anything
to do with you.
All I wanted was
to hang out with friends,
and have a good time
Laugh,
Smile.

You ruined it!
After you took me in the car.
I didn't know it was going to go this far.

I go into my room,
sit and crying about all of this,
wishing it will all go away.

Just disappear from my life,
and don't come back.
I'm not selling myself.
I just want to be alone.

I go into my room,
and cry about all of this,

My friend comes over,
and asks me what's wrong?
I sit and cry.
She doesn't understands,
and I doubt that she will.