I missed

I missed my smile when i used to be happy
I missed my friends when ever i get crazy
I missed them when ever they called me daisy.
i never thought i would get over this easy
i missed every moment i lived daily
but how am i suppose to forget this truly

It's not me who got into this surly
but why didn't the days pass so slowly?
They told me I'll really get over this quickly!
Are they saying this to make me forget?
Or they are just acting nice so i never regret
Why did the days got me into this?
why ain't i like the other rest?
Is this really true or am i in a test?
Cant i just blink and get the past again?

I know what am saying this is impossible and really insane!
here iam sitting down writing this poem
Make them feel how i really feel and show them.
The feeling that is so permanent and not temporary
A feeling that is impossible to forget

But now ill end this poem with all my tears
And try to live my life although it's hard ..
Helping my self to hope and vanish my fears...

Plz i would really love if you leave some *comments* Thanks