Feeling the fool

I don't know how you do it
you just hold my interest for so long
you let me believe its done
then you come back for more
you call my name and i run
you touch my hand and i quiver
i know i don't want you
but at the same time i do
i know i don't love you
but i can't let go
you broke me down
but im up again
im smothered by you
and you know it.