Selfish Broken Heart

You stood in lunch
At a table close by
And it was love at first site
That is no lie

Your smile was so big
Your laughter rang out
Lost in your eyes
I forgot what I was talking about

A friend introduced me
But no words could I speak
Whenever you came around
My heart felt so weak

We started hanging out
And got to be good friends
Every thing was so great
I prayed it would never end

We ate lunch together
And talked for hours on the phone
And when I wasn’t with you
I felt so alone

No one talked to me
Or cared about me like you
When they spoke they lied
But I believed everything you said was true

My feelings for you grew stronger
You said you felt the same
But then I messed things up
And I take all the blame

I was afraid you’d break my heart
Just like everyone else
I guess I was nervous
And only thinking of myself

But you’ve moved on
And seem to be so happy
While I lay around
Wishing you were still with me

I need to hear your voice
Reminding me it’ll be okay
I need to look into your eyes
To make it through another day

I messed everything up
And my heart is broken still
Because I was afraid to take a chance
Inside my heart kills