Is It Worth It?

I'm not really a writer...but I've needed a way to vent so I'm trying it out...let me know what you think!

So much time
So many years
All gone so quickly
And turned into tears

How it happened this way
I really don't know
All I ask is
Where did you go?

I've made the effort
I've put up with your sh*t
Now this is all I ask myself
Is it worth it?

You've turned selfish
You must think I'm not wise
I figured it out
All along you've just given lies

They don't see it
They don't think it's true
I know I didn't lie
The sad part is you know it too

You've turned friends against me
All I do is stay home and sit
Being here alone I wonder
Is it worth it?

You blamed someone else
To look like the innocent one
He didn't lie did he?
You must think I'm dumb

I've always been a good friend
Been there when you needed me
Been there through it all
Why can't you just see?

I wouldn't try to hurt our friendship
Wouldn't break it even a bit
Although you've ripped it to shreds I wonder
Is it worth it?

You never gave me answers
All you do is ignore
The least you can do is be honest
Your lies have torn me to the core

But our friendship has been broken
When I didn't do anything wrong
I'm trying to make it through
Trying to stay strong

You've taken everything away from me
Ruined my life along with it
For some reason I still wanna try
But really, I need to know, is it worth it?