So Happy now Sad

Today was Monday,
And I was so happy the weekend was over.
Because two days without seeing you,
Just isn't the same.

I was happy to know I'd see you first period,
See I've been playing the friend part for a very long time.
But you never noticed,
The feelings I hid inside.

Today you came up to me,
Told me you were with her.
Putting on this fake smile,
I said I'm happy for you.

But you didn't know,
How deep inside my heart was slowly breaking to pieces.
I tried to hold back my tears,
Trying not to let my feelings show.
When class was over,
I left so fast grieving this sorrow.

My friend Yesenia asked me what was wrong,
I told her what happened.
Wanting my tears to flow,
But no I stayed strong.

I didn't want to go where you will now kick it at,
With her by your side I don't think I can handle that.
I wanted to leave as soon as we got there,
My friend Andrea said no, it will make it obvious something is wrong.

She said just be happy for him cuz he's happy.
I'll try oh how hard I will try,
But I don't know if my heart can take it.
This is going to be the hardest,
Last week of school.