I Won't Awake to a New Day

I always hide my feelings
So nobody can see
If my friends were my true friends
They would know this isn't me

They would see the fear and hate
And the pain behind these eyes
It's gonna be too late
Before they recognize the lies

Here lay down before me
Is a knife for killing pain
I'll just cut a few more slits
And everything will again be the same

But something wrong happened this time
The bleeding wont stop
I think I cut a vein
The knife I finally drop

I can't believe what I just did
I should have listened to my so-called friends
I'm still only a teenage kid
My life shouldn't be at end

As I sit here and cry
My life slowly fades away
I feel so lonely inside
I won't awake to a new day