I am sorry

I’m sorry you died can’t you see the pain in my eyes,
I wish I could turn back the hands of time and dry your eyes,
I know you cried when I wasn't around
I know you wondered why I didn't show up,I was afraid don’t you know,
To see you in pain,
So much to tell you but couldn't say, I'm sorry you died can’t you see the pain in my eyes,
My life got crazy when you died,
I’ve made mistakes I choose to forget,
But its hard to forget when it includes you,
I wish I could have seen you those final hours,
I was selfish to ever leave your side,
You’ve been therefor me when times were hard,
And I couldn’t be their for you when you needed me most,