The loss of my baby

I wonder why this had to happen to me?
Did I do something terribly wrong?
Maybe if I did this or that different.
Does God hate me
because it doesn't feel like he loves me.
To get my hopes and dreams up
Then to take them all away?
He didn't give me the chance to show how much of a great mom I could be
He didn't let my baby have a chance.
All I do is sit here and think and cry
Why me?
What did I do?
I know it's my fault no matter what anyone says.
How am I going to get over this?
It's not going to be the same.....
Someone please help
I don't know how to cope.......

I just had a miscarriage not to long ago and I am still having problems and thought if I wrote them down It might help me............