I have gone through life wondering
Asking myself so many questions
Now we’re through
I thought you were the one, I truly did
Now I’m here sitting in my room alone
All alone and I’m wondering those questions more
So I wrote god
Dear God
What is it like to be dead? Dose it hurt? What happens next?
Will I be missed? Or will no one notice I’m gone?
Thin I remembered that he doesn’t he would have been there for me
And he wasn’t
mpled up urneit
It was time for me to find the answers on my own
With the blade to my wrist I was going to do it
I started to push down
Harder and harder
And when I was just about to take that deadly plunge
I saw your face
Why you didn’t care ny more
Or did you oh well I’m steal going through with it
I decided to write you a little note first
Hello or should I say goodbye?
This will be the last time you hear from me I can’t take the pain any more
You don’t love me you never did so I don’t see why you would care if
I did this so goodbye and before I go I have one last thing to say I love
You and always have
Goodbye
As I finished I looked up and I saw you again
Tears began to run down my face again
I grabbed that blade and began to cut
“Am I dead?†I said
“No†I looked and there you were
Your eyes were so red
So red, why?
“I’m sorry, I really do love youâ€
you were there only there for me.
And thin I rememberd it was all just a dream
