Letting go

I often wonder if you were worth the pain, and all the tears I cry.
If you could actually be there for me, even if you don't try.
I opened up my heart to you, but you threw it all away.
It was never my love you wanted, you live to play the game.
You'll never know all the nights I sit, and felt sorry for myself.
Misery had become my best friend, to me there was no way out.
I wanted death to come real quick, and sweep me off my feet.
For its a way better fate,
then what you left me with.
See you took something so important from me, you made me feel so cheap.
If it had been anything else, it wouldn't have cut so deep.
But see I'm learning to deal with it,
you can't control me anymore.
I don't live for you like I use to.
I become stronger everyday,
even though you riped apart of me away.
I'm finally able to smile,
and it not be so fake.
You'll never hurt me again,
I'm finally letting go.
So I'll say goodbye to everything we had, even though it wasn't much at all.
Don't come crawling back to me, and say you really care,
because at the end of the day I swear I won't be there.

This is to a guy how riped my world apart but I'm dealing with it and moving on. Comment and vote please.