I will never know

I will never know what you thought when you took those drugs
I'll never know what you said before you died
I'll never know what you told you friends when you told them about me
but there are something i know about you and that is i know you loved me and i know you cared but you never showed it in front of any one i loved you from the start I'll love you for ever but there is one thing that i will never know and that is why you left me here by myself ?

i wrote this poem for my boyfriend that died of a OD on drugs i would love to git feed back on what you think. Thank you!!!