Panic Attack

I can't breathe
I want to cry
I feel as though I'm going to die
I freak out
I get stressed
I get a lump in my throat
And tears in my eyes
It's the worst feeling
Like your lost
Like your alone
And like you'll never go home
I never felt like this until you left my side
Until you were gone
Until you died
That's when it started
The fear
The uncertainty
I was so young
I felt as though everyone i loved would also die