My life crashin down

My whole life is crashing down,
and yet no one knows the reason why i frown,
my whole family hates me expect my mom she's the only one who loves me,
but now I'm not to sure about that.........,
thy think that out of this whole world I'm the worst child,
they think i cant be tamed and that I'm just too wild,
everything i love goes away,
and every man i love wont stay,
when I'm in public or on the phone i smile like nothings wrong,
each day i wonder how long I'm going to stay strong......

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