Forest of Disappearance

I am lost in the dark snowy forest
As I hear you scream of my disappearance
I hide under the hidden willow tree
I cry the tears of pain to myself
Knowing that you can feel them
As I cry to myself
I hear the crickets around
And see the shadows of my own demons
Circling around me
A faery goddess appears to me
She sheds a tear that lands on my arm
It burns deep into my skin
I listen to the whispers of the wind around me
Hearing their cries of pain
Asking me to forgive myself
And forgive the ones that hurt me
But I stand no chance of forgiveness
As they hear me say that in my head
The demons come after me
As I run through the dark forest of the night
Cold and weary of the snow
I can hear my innocence cry to me
It cries for my help
And to rid of the pain
But what can I do
All I can is run away from my innocence
Away from my demons
Away from the chaos of my chaotic life
Away from the abuse from the one I though I loved
Away from the nightmares of the ones who took their own live before my weary and child eyes
Away from it all
Away from life
Away from myself
So now I am lost
Never to be found.