How do you feel?

I will be fine,
So do not worry about me,
It will take some time,
So just let me be,

It is my fault,
Yes that is true,
I should have never opened up like that with u,

I cant say that im sad
Or really hurt,
Because in this case I dont know,

I do not know how i could believe that everything was fine,
I should have listen to my gut Because I knew u would not always be mine,

For u I wish u all the best I really really do,
I should have known i would not stay with u,

My heart was stretched but it will heal,
I cant even explain exactly how i feel,

I do not know weather to be sad or mad or really really hurt,
But at the moment I feel lower than dirt,

I will live I swear I will,

But now that i am over with, so how do u feel?????