Im UNsure Of What To Do

Im sick of the lying,
And sick of the games
Im done with only just being a name,
I keep ending up in this same boat,
Where Im having a hard time just staying afloat,
What the hell Am I supposed to do,
He said he wanted to be with you,
And now from what people are saying him and I arent true,
And now im sitting here being all sad and blue,
I should have never even tried,
As I sit here and loose more of my pride,
I sit wondering if anything he said was real,
Because right now all these things going through my mind are unreal,