The Answers

Without a doubt,
I am the weakest,
I fall to my knees in a click,
Drop to the floor in seconds,
Knowing I face the bleakest,
Knowing I face the darkest,
Knowing I can't fight my fears,
And then the clocks tick,
Telling me time is not by my side,
Someday I will find,
A day that will take me out of this,
And by that I abide,
Because I chained my mind,
And no longer will I die,
I will reach out,
Only what for?,
Because I'm weightless,
And I have to hide,
From all the anger,
And the reasons I cry,
But without a doubt,
I am the weakest,
I'm no longer hateless,
I can't fight the tide,
I no longer know why,
I've lost everything I had to gain,
Dropped too far,
And no longer fear being mate and dateless,
Because I got nothing going,
I failed myself,
One mistake opened the jar,
And I am no longer fateless,
I have fate,
It's ruining me as I write,
Without anything here,
Nobody to hold tight,
So when you ask what's wrong,
Don't expect the answers,
Because there is everything to fear,
And I'm dropping from height,
No matter how long,
I lose faith,
I have no religion,
I have nothing to believe in,
Not anymore,
Every tear,
Drops at a site,
That lives among,
The wounds,
That wont heal without you,
Because all I do is hit the gas,
Then stall,
And no matter how I try,
I feel nothing at all.