Not a Word

I wake to find my room empty,
Nothing but me,
I'm all alone,
Feeling ugly, no beauty,

I'm just going through the motions,
My daily chores, daily routine,
Hoping and wishing,
Someone would come an intervene,

I check my emails,
Not a single one with love,
Just random messages,
Like a lucky white dove,

I check my phone for messages,
Not a single one from the heart,
Just one's of life and everyday things,
Inside I feel like we've grown apart,

I jump every time the phone rings,
Not a single call for me,
My heart just skips a beat in hope,
Pleading that one day I'll hear "it's me"

I shake as the doorbell rings,
Not a single visitor came to see me,
Just friends of the family,
My chest feels as though I can't breathe,

I go to sleep in my empty room,
Nothing but me,
I'm all alone,
Feeling ugly, no beauty,

Still... not a word.