My life

I don't know what to do
It hurts so bad to know
that no one is there.

Me and my mother
had a fight again
It's so crazy when u feel
like Ur not wanted and
you want to take Ur own life away.

Would that stab in the heart hurt?
or is it better to turn to the blade?Being dead or being numb is just same to me..

There are voices in my head that tell me to commit suicide. They tell me that I'm not wanted and nobody loves me. They tell me to pick up da knife and cut deep, but I'm scared and afraid to take my own life away!!!

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