Uncontrolable

When I first saw you,
You did not really catch my eye,
I just looked at you as if you were just an ordinary guy,

But when I saw you in the hall,
Our eyes made contact,
And at the time I didn`t know what to think about that,

Then my friend introduced ua,
It was over AOL,
At this time we began to get to know each other pretty well,

I talked to you on a basis,
For several hours a day,
Often times you would cause me to smile after hearing the things you had to say,

I slowly began liking you,
Not knowing where this would go,
Eventually I was not able to hold my emotions in so I began to let them show,

You did not seem to mind that I was beginning to like you,
In fact you almost seemed a little interested,
Although this information had to stay between us two,

After I spilled my heart to you,
Your reaction was not much,
But then I realized that was not bizarre when I found out you had a gurlfriend and such,

When I found out you were taken, my feelings did not leave,
In fact, they actually continued to rise when I was hoping they would ease,

Unfortunately, I still like you,
And my feelings for you continue to rise,
Although, I try to stop liking you because that would be wise,

Since I can`t control my emotions,
And the feelings will not leave,
I am just going to sit here and wait and think," if only that gurl could be me "