Wanting to be gone

I want somewhere i belong, i want to be somewhere where no one knows me or knows my past.
i want a life without him.
i want a life where i can forget everything i once had.
i want to be where i cant feel anymore. i want to live a normal day without thinking of my past.
i want to be gone, invisible, un-noticed. i want to be free from all of this pain. i just want to go away.
i just wish my life was free and i wish i never did what i have done. please just let me be, away from all of this.