Falling

I'm not quite sure why I'm here I can't believe I'm still lying here on my bed

I'm chewing on the words you spoke that should never have been said

I'm choking on the breathes of air that barely made it through

My body needs the oxygen I can't help there's nothing I can do

My body is shaking and I'm curled up into a ball

I wonder if anyone can hear me
And if the sound goes through the walls

My soul has been squeezed to death It's not showing how I feel

I pinch myself to make sure I'm not in hell and this is real

I bet that you are smiling now and laughing at what you've become

All of the people avoid because you're no fun to be around

You might start this blame game it's all that you can do

But nobody will care you know nobody but you