I'll go on one knee and pray for forgivness
I'll hope and dream that i won't have to use that knife
Yet again to ease the pain
I'll dream of better days...days without the constinte worry and defeat
Think back in time when everything seemed to be alright
When everything didn't seem to just cause more pain
I can feel my heart breaking
It's being shatered in two
I'll dream all i want but i think it won't get better
No it won't NEVER
All i want is to feel the love that i've been longing to feel
To touch the untouchable and never forget
Maybne someday the angels will forgive me for all my sins
And suddenly want me to feel like i've become something new
But what am i thinking?
I'm just a fool
Someday i'll return to my refuge
My strenght, My wonderful savior that i'll never forget
The knife that makes me feel
To feel alive
To bring a great sensation to my body...leaving scars
Don't worry about me dying
I'll try to hold on for as long as i can
I'll live for you and the love that i am too blind to see
You'll see one day that this was ment to be
You'll see that my heart is bigger than what it seems
*i hope you like this...i just made it this second cause i needed to write something i havn't writen anything for soooo long!!!!*
