For Everyone I Know

I find it hard to control,
People making it hard,
Digging inside of me,
Making a hole,
Just keep playing the wrong card,
When will I break free?,
Every time I think,
Every time I fall in love,
Every time I cry,
I realize the pain,
No longer will I head to the drink,
But I'm told I'm tough,
And Kelly,
I truly try,
But thing's are getting rough,
So if you must,
Hold me down and be there,
You have my trust,
The drops of rain,
Fall out of a blue sky,
And I begin to sink,
For my shorty,
I understand,
Don't cry,
Because you will see me land,
And every day I train,
Mentally and physically,
For Caz,
I was confused,
I hope you understand,
For one day,
I just know,
I'll find the right way,
For the others,
I will keep out in the open,
Take the hits,
Remove the covers,
Because all these emotions,
Are far too plain,
To you I bestow,
Everything I am,
Just stick with me,
Keep an eye on my anger,
Keep me out the jam,
Release these shackles,
Make me free,
I know I hide from you,
But now you truly know,
What you don't see,
So watch my back,
Because I'm sure to slip up,
And lose my flow,
So in everything I lack,
Give me strength,
And show me you're there,
Because I know,
For you I truly care.