It'll be okay

Some people don't understand
and they never will
how others can be cruel
and how they make me feel

I've gotten pretty good
at pretending that I care
always trying to help me 'friends'
although they're never there

I sit in my room alone
the day going through my mind
I tried to let them know how I felt
but they must've been to blind

I know I dropped enough clues
and I showed enough signs
but when the time finally came
it was all the same

waking up is pretty hard
knowing what lies in the day
I can't do much to make it stop
I just it'll be ok

one day I know it wont be
and when that day is here
I'll search for a close friend
and my eyes will glaze over in fear

to see no one by my side
but I guess it's better that way
no one saw that I cried
no one had anything to say

on the outside looking in
no one can hear my scrams
I try to tell them how I feel
but no one gets what it means

but as I said
to have nothing to lose
although life gets lonely
it'll be ok...