My life as a teen

When i was 15 years old
i was raped and i never
new what to say

i went with him to his
house to get a book to
help me pass a class
he said that he took the same thing and he'll give me his book to study

but he lied to me and i
told him no and he said that he loved me and i say no you don't u have a girlfriend and he was like so. she'll never know

and it took me 2months too tell my family and now im 18 years old and i have a baby and just might be getting married i don't know yet
but i love my lil girl with all my hurt and soul and i wont take nothing 4 for her..

please god tell me what did i do so wrong to deserve this i think about this stuff every day when it's in my head what should i do?

PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS.......THIS MAYBE A PEOM IT'S ALSO TRUE I REALLY WAS REAPED AND THE DUDE IS STILL ON OUT THERE I TOLD HIS WIFE SHE DIDN'T BELEAVE ME SO I JUST 4 GOR ABOUT IT AND PEOPLE TELL ME THAT I deserved it but i gotta tell some one i can't always hold it in cuz it hurts me everything i think about it
so please comment on this please