So Called Family

They call themselves family and they say they love you
You believe them as a child
Why would they hurt you
Why would they lie
You learn as you grow
That all they did is lie
They did not protect you
They did not respect you
How could they of loved you
Life shaped in my childhood
Learning not to trust or to love
Not asking for help for no one would be there
Life being reshaped as an adult
Not easy by far but a road i must travel
The journey sometimes too much to handle
Wanting to give it all up no strength to move on
Tired of my emotions running wild
Sometimes i just cant take the pain.