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by Desiree Jun 30, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
She feels the heart ache in every single way shes felt this pain since that one dreadful day she couldn\'t sit around she needed his touch she needed to feel him so very, very much she drove to his house and waited in his room shed wait for him there he\'ll be home very soon she heard the voices this couldn\'t possibly be she opened the door this, she didn\'t expect to see his arm around another girl she could see through tears she didn\'t expect this the worst of her fears she ran from his site and jumped in her car racing down the road wanting to get so far tears running down her face hands shaking on the wheel her whole body numb she could no longer feel driving full speed just wanting to flee the car loses control and smashes into a tree *Meanwhile* with the pedal to the floor he tries to catch up he knows he messed up big he definitely screwed up like a shock of lightening pain hits his heart he realizes now that they must part "shes gone" he says "I'm just to late" hands off the wheel he leaves it to fate at 100 miles per hour hes driving to die his car runs off the bridge and for moments, it flys when the car hits the water you know hes dead the glass shattering to pieces it all going through his head she saw it all she felt the pain she knew how he felt because she felt the same now the living dead she lives with the ache to constantly remember her life, he did take