You try to make me better,
And for that I'm grateful,
But right now,
The rain is still falling,
And the days are getting wetter,
I didn't like living a lie today,
And I know that I deserve this,
But I'm still calling,
And then I wrote this letter,
Knowing that I can't hold on,
I'm so sorry,
I wish you could see,
So you could make them pay,
But I tried too fast,
And of all things,
Being happy is what I miss,
But I can't help stalling,
And I'm sorry to your vendetta,
But I can't believe a con,
Everything I'll be,
Has not yet happened,
And maybe it will some day,
But I want that moment to last,
And when these happenings,
Are messing with my head,
The conditions get appalling,
And things don't seem the same,
I know I'll be OK,
I just got to release the past,
But when I kept getting hurt,
And the pain is so clear,
I don't know how to move,
When this is what I fear,
I fear the falling,
I fear loving someone again,
I fear being hurt,
And the thoughts don't cast,
Any light on the matter,
I don't want to release another tear,
I hear people calling,
But the voices wane,
And I realise I'm alone,
The darkness encroaching,
Don't make me leave,
Facing this fear.
